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Hi.. I’ve never joined a forum before and I’m looking for just some help from at least one person that understands. I’ve only ever had two relationships in my life. My high school boyfriend and then my college boyfriend. I’ve only had sex with 3 people. My college boyfriend was my first real love but he fits every item on every sociopathic list. He has cheated and lied to me more times than I can count and gave me something that I’m always going to have. Im miserable with him but I’m also miserable without him because I feel lost, gross, unloved and damaged. I feel naive because everyone told me the truth. I just thought I knew the good true side of him. I’m sick of being yelled at and called a whore and dirty and stupid and every bad thing you can think of. I just need some help.
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pleasehelp – I am so sorry for what has happened to you. I totally understand how you feel. The guy is cheating on you, while he is calling you terrible names. It is very painful.
You must end your involvement with him. He will never treat you well. It will only get worse. We have lots of information here on Lovefraud that can help you understand what happened, what he is, how it affects you, and what you should do. I recommend you spend time reading the blog archives. You may also want to check out my videos and books.
About the STD – it hurts, both physically and emotionally. But you can get over it. The truth is, many, many people have been where you are. See your doctor. Get treated. Usually they are manageable.
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You can love yourself. You are a beautiful creation.
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