A few weeks ago, Lovefraud published a letter from “Kay” —This was all about him and all about what he needed. Kay has written again, with Part 2 of her story.
It’s Kay, I am back with more memories I uncovered which were hidden in my subconscious about this sociopath. I hope this helps Lovefraud readers once again. I have taken the time to re-read some of his emails, all of them actually, trying to piece together an otherwise really, really Long Lie which consumed one-and-a-half years of my life.
Here is one of his emails where he LIES about everything he feels… WARNING — There are TRIGGERS here. I am sure you some of you have heard some or all of this before….
Like I told you the other day I don’t know what it is about you that drives me crazy.. And I don’t want to know.. I just never want it to end.. I love the way you make me feel.. You bring happiness to my life and peace to my soul.. In you I have found my destiny.. My joy.. My love of my life… My bestfriend.. My lover.. My everything.. Your love makes me feel like I’m on top of the world… You are like a drug to me… I can’t get enough of you and your love… I now understand why you sometimes acted the way you did with me.. Baby I am sorry from the bottom of my heart.. That I did that to us.. I will never take you for granted ever again.. Your my world.. Your my everything… And I live you with all my heart… Your an amazing woman and mother… And you’ll be an amazing wife… And I want to be everything that you need and want and desire in your life for ever and ever… I wouldn’t change anything in my life because it has lead me to you…
I love you baby…
Please note ALL THE ABOVE IS A LIE. There was no veracity to anything said in the above e-mail to me. This was his way of “voicing” what he knew I wanted to hear. I was never his best friend, the love of his life, he apologizes only to do it again, he says he will never take me for granted, he left me three weeks after this email was written. He left me once his ex-wife started to suspect something was going on. He quickly flew the coop. He had no intentions of staying with me ever. I was a pawn in his chess game. Only I was smarter than he counted on. I called him on it.
It has come to surface that he was, in fact, leading his ex-wife and me on at the same time. One of my friends casually drove by his home only to see his former wife’s car there just one week after our relationship was over. She was warned. We took the time to warn her. Anonymously, but we did. She is well aware of this behavior and continues to return to this relationship. He is her problem now. I have moved on but continue to heal from this lie. It was a really long lie that I believed. The whole relationship was a lie. I have always taken great pride in my intelligence but I was fooled.
The longer you stay, the longer the lie lives. Delete yourself from the lie.
I share this with you because strength comes with knowledge of the damage these sociopaths can cause. We believe the lies. I believed everything he said to me. Everything.
Wikipedia states the following…food for thought…it makes sense to me:
Demons are believed to have the power to physically or mentally hurt people, but only within the boundaries of what God will allow. Demons can destroy any material on the earth; these supernatural powers are always inferior to the power of God. God may use His will to cancel or destroy any effect the demon chooses to invoke. According to the gospels, Jesus also had full power over demons, and they always obeyed his commands.[11] Demons, assumably, are granted permission to test, bring about trials, and to tempt people through the use of their destructive powers, to make people prove their faith, sometimes as a means to carry out the will of the Lord. Often Demons are said to create negative emotions, wreaking havoc, ensuing chaos, and disrupting peace
those little divils…..
Oxy,
Please read Leviticus Ch.18.- the whole thing is about not sleeping with your close relations. The term uncovering their nakedness is used in that manner. Lev.18:18-19 Neither shalt thou take a wife to her sister to vex her to uncover her nakedness beside the other in her lifetime. Also thou shalt not approach unto a woman to uncover her nakedness as long as she is put apart for her uncleanness.
This phrase hardly means to see someone naked here or in the Noah account. And yes I misspokeHam did uncover his fathers nakedness which means he slept with his wife. His brothers refused to join him. That is why the whole bloodline of Ham is cursed.
Leviticus chapter18 about “uncovering the nakedness” of thy father or mother, or thy kinswomen, etc. is indeed referring to sexual congress with those people, however, the LAW OF MOSES which this was being given at this time, was hundreds of years AFTER Noah’s time, and I sincerely doubt that Ham raped his father while his father was passed out drunk and then went out and told about it.
Phrases in the translations I think should be put into context and sometimes the word “know” means to have sex with, and sometimes it means to find out something. I’m not trying to start an argument over semantics, but you had said the sin of Ham was having sex with his mother “uncovering her nakedness” when the Bible clearly says it was NOAH that he saw naked.
Said all I’m going to…not trying to pith you off, just thought you might have mis spoken….as I do much of the time. Peace
Ok sorry on my part. I don’t expect many/any to agree with me on those points. And I agree with you on many of your insights here. I get carried away sometimes, but I did see a connection to the incubus and the Nephilim in the Bible. The idea of a female demon sucubus, is interesting to me since I think I have met some ( or at least controlled by them ).
suckurownbus!! that’s the only answer to them!!
But it’s so much more fun to suck somebody elses…Bwaaahaaahaaa.
Sorry. Don’t know what got into me. HEEHEE.
the devil made you do it.
Hens, 🙂
Or the grand daughter…..
🙂