Do not marry a murderer

William Balfour, 31, of Chicago, was found guilty last week of murdering Darnell Donerson, Jason Hudson and Julian King. They were the mother, brother and nephew of singer and actress Jennifer Hudson.

In my opinion, this case was a tragedy, but a preventable tragedy. Julia Hudson, Jennifer’s older sister, brought Balfour into the family when she married him. If she hadn’t married this man, it obviously wouldn’t have happened.

Jennifer Hudson was the first witness in the murder trial. She testified that the entire family was against Julia’s relationship with Balfour. “None of us wanted her to marry him. We did not like how he treated her,” she stated in court.

Julia secretly married William Balfour anyway in December 2006.

Who is William Balfour?

William Balfour is one of those people who was dealt a bad hand in life, and made it worse.

It seems that his family history includes sociopathy. His father was convicted of murder and sentenced to 30 years. His maternal grandmother went to prison for manslaughter. His mother was physically abusive to Balfour and his older brother.

Balfour himself had an extensive juvenile record, ran away from shelters and relatives’ homes, dropped out of school in ninth grade and joined a gang. At age 17, he stole a car with the owner clinging to the hood and crashed it into a telephone pole. He was convicted of attempted murder.

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Hook up

When William Balfour got out of prison in 2006, he hooked up with Julia Hudson, whom he knew from elementary school.

I can imagine how that seduction went:

“Julia, baby, you are so fine ”¦ if I was with a woman like you, I could turn my life around ”¦ you know I never had a chance ”¦ my dad was locked up as long as I can remember ”¦ my mom used to beat me and my brother ”¦ she actually gave us up, said she didn’t want us around any more ”¦ mothers are supposed to love you, but my mother never showed me any love ”¦ you’re a woman who knows how to love, I can just tell ”¦ yeah, I used to be wild, but I did my time, and now I’m ready for a new life ”¦  with you at my side, I’ll be a new man ”¦ I know I can do it ”¦ c’mon, baby, I really want to make something of myself ”¦ but I can’t do it without you ”¦ you know I love you, and you love me ”¦ there’s no reason for us to wait ”¦ “

I’m sure Balfour laid it on thick. He probably anticipated that if he hooked up with Julia Hudson, he’d be on the gravy train, because Julia’s sister was an actress ”¦ a movie star ”¦ a celebrity ”¦ and rich.

When Julia Hudson no longer wanted Balfour around, my guess is that not only was he outraged to lose control of her, but he was also outraged to lose the gravy train.


Yes, William Balfour never had a chance in life. I recognize that he came from the mean streets of Chicago, as did Julia Hudson. She could have felt sorry for him. But she didn’t have to marry him.

Many Lovefraud readers have accepted as romantic partners people with serious life issues—including arrests, convictions, addictions and other problems. Why did they do it? Here are some of the reasons I’ve heard:

  • Everyone deserves a second chance.
  • I felt sorry for him (her).
  • I believed I could change him (her).
  • I just knew there was a good person inside him (her).
  • I believe in the power of love.
  • I’m a Christian, and I believe people can repent.
  • He (she) needed me.
  • He (she) just needed unconditional love.
The relationships were disastrous. No how much unconditional love was provided, it was overwhelmed by manipulation, deceit and exploitation.

Disqualifications for marriage

The purpose of marriage is a life partnership, in which both spouses support each other. Marriage is not social work. Therefore, if you are searching for a spouse, I recommend eliminating anyone with the following characteristics or history:

  1. Conviction for murder or attempted murder
  2. History of domestic violence
  3. Conviction for fraud, theft or property crimes
  4. Drug dealing or manufacturing
  5. No apparent income or means of financial support
  6. Pathological lying
  7. Failure to support children
  8. Controlling behavior
  9. Outbursts of rage
  10. Suffered abuse as a child, combined with any of the above.

Do not delude yourself into thinking that your relationship will be different, your love is special, you can change the person. Yes, sometimes people can turn themselves around. But do you want to bet your life on this person, and the lives of your family and friends?


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“I am only the victim until I realize I am being made a victim and then I become a survivor.” ABSOLUTELY!

I am BLESSED to have escaped…

Yah…..I shed the status of “victim,” long ago. Legally, and technically, I AM the “victim” of a sociopath, but I don’t choose to identify myself as such.

I’m one pissed-off broad that’s had ENOUGH of victimization, and I’m eating my Fears for breakfast.



My ex-husband John, who was my boyfriend at the time. His twin-brother tried to stab my brother to death. I saw him thrust the knife up. My brother jumped back. My brother was lucky to have good reflexes. It saved his life.

John told me not to go to court. He said it was a ‘family thing’ My dad told me not to go to court. So I didn’t go.

After the court. My dad told me that John could be like his twin brother. He said you ‘follow me’? I didn’t know what he was talking about. He never said they lied. He never told me any detail. He just said they are twins and may be alike. And because dad got so pissed off and yelled at me when I didn’t understand his round-about-way of explaining something that I would say ‘Yes, I follow you’, just to get him off my back…

I found out years later that John and his brother lied at court. They made my brother out to be a homosexual which isn’t true. They said my brother made advances and this is what brought on the attempted stabbing. It was a pack of lies. I witnessed what happened. That guy tried to stab my brother to death. I should have been at that court!

This pack of lies devastated my brother. Cause John and his brother got away with it. And, because it was kept a secret…I didn’t know I was marrying a liar who was covering up an attempted murder on my brother.

By the time I found out the truth. I had three kids with John and I had divorced him. That is when my sister told me.

Anyone who thinks we should keep quiet, and work on ourselves, while we let someone get away with it. Is totally wrong. I really resent that this was kept a secret from me. I never would have married John if I had known the truth. I would have been running from him.

Silence is an abusive persons power.

Best post ever. You’ve addressed the core of the spath’s power. It is silence and shame. Do not be afraid. Speak. With caution. But DO speak. Arm yourself with wisdom first. Or pray to the Archangel St Michael who defeated Lucifer.


Your parents, brother and family could have informed you what happened at the court. And witnessing it would have been better.

But I do not totally agree with, “Anyone who thinks we should keep quiet, and work on ourselves, while we let someone get away with it. Is totally wrong.”

You cannot assess another victim’s situation. First of all a victim might put her/his life or that of her/his children in danger if they try to expose the spath in the wrong way at the wrong time. Secondly, when a victim is still at the start of their healing, raw and emotional, chances are high they will not be believed and labeled as insane, paranoid, nuts. This will just make them a victim all over again, new trauma and rejection.

Personally, a victim who has been abused emotionally, mentally and/or financially OWES NOTHING TO ANYONE BUT THEMSELVES to heal. I think it depends on the healing process and needs of the victim. I had a high need to warn the new woman: to have a clear conscious and to take back what I had given the spath erronously – loyalty and public support. To take my support and loyalty away publically from him was a starting point of healing for me. But I can totally understand not every victim has that as a priority, especially when they’re on the run for their own life or the life of the child.

Now that doesn’t mean the spath shouldn’t be exposed or backspathed if one has the chance imo. There are absolutely moments when the thruth has to come out: like when there is a trial, when people come to you for a background check.

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