Well Hens…..knock yourself out why don’t ya?
That’s quite a list ya wrote there…….
XXOO
EB
soimnotthecrazee1
13 years ago
Yes hypoT…..
meds and uping them!!! OH how much fun!!!! Just as soon as I feel good..boom! and up they go again. tuesday is the next visit….. here I go again! I will be OK in the end. I just should not have thought it was emotional for as long as I did. I thought it was from the abuse. Some may have been. I know….. adrenal exhaustion from living on adrenalin and raw nerves…. killed my thyroid. and almost killed me!
Thanks for the bear update Too darn bad you can’t watch them come to your window like last season!
soimnotthecrazee1
13 years ago
You had a really cool bear last year. What about “Molly” your dog?
soimnotthecrazee1
13 years ago
Uh Oh!! Whats wrong with your blood work?
ErinBrock
13 years ago
Holly- the dog…..she’s my girl!
I got ‘off base’ with my meds during the move……my stupidity!
I’m hoping that is what caused the one to go up……otherwise…..it’s not a good sign.
It’ll be some time…..then redo the bloodwork and if it keeps creeping up, i’ll have to go back for scans.
Whateva……
I’m heading off to bed…..i’ve had a cold this week, so trying to get to bed at a reasonable time.
Gnight….take care of yourself!!!!
soimnotthecrazee1
13 years ago
G’night! TAKE YOUR T MEDS CORRECTLY!!!!
Thanks!
soimnotthecrazee1
13 years ago
EB,
Feel better and get rid of that cold.
Holly…. at least I was close with Molly! LOL
Sweet Dreams!
MoonDancer
13 years ago
Holy Moly ~!
KatyDid
13 years ago
Hens
I hope you didn’t think I was chastising you. You are so precious to me and I don’t like thinking you ever think of yourself as less than anything, less than normal, less than entitled to good things, less than worthy of amazing love.
I confess I am projecting a little, being in the health care field for years, with our work being life/death – it was cardiac intervention – we all felt very tight together, I would do anything for my workmates. Some workmates are gay and it seemed a common thread that they believe themselves less than normal when truth is that’s a fallacy that some A* put on them. They are sexually aligned differently but all their feelings are the same (that is same for NORMAL people, not spathy’s who lack normal emotional feelings), same desires to find that special love, same need for community, same appreciation for things that give them joy, etc.
When I read your post, I probably made the mistake of projection my empathy of that disconnect that my gay friends seem to commonly feel on to you. I apologize for that and hope that you were NOT feeling that you were thinking yourself as less than anything. B/c clearly from your posts here of LF, you are everything I’d want from a dear friend. And I have some pretty high standards.
MoonDancer
13 years ago
katydid – no problem dear – your right that the X was out to take advantage and exploit me, play with my mind and laugh behind my back while doing so. But as I have said before he was the catylist that opened my eyes to such behavior and helped me understand the motives of many peeps just like him..
your gay friends are very fortunate to have a kind hearted soul as you…it’s hard to undo the damage of a life time of family and society telling me I am sick and perverted, I have felt like a second class citizen most of my life because of who I am…young gay people today are so lucky that views have changed and there is so much support for them and they dont have to live a sub culture life in fear of being shunned or worse killed – for the most part anyway..
thanks for your kind words. your one of my shining stars on LF
Well Hens…..knock yourself out why don’t ya?
That’s quite a list ya wrote there…….
XXOO
EB
Yes hypoT…..
meds and uping them!!! OH how much fun!!!! Just as soon as I feel good..boom! and up they go again. tuesday is the next visit….. here I go again! I will be OK in the end. I just should not have thought it was emotional for as long as I did. I thought it was from the abuse. Some may have been. I know….. adrenal exhaustion from living on adrenalin and raw nerves…. killed my thyroid. and almost killed me!
Thanks for the bear update Too darn bad you can’t watch them come to your window like last season!
You had a really cool bear last year. What about “Molly” your dog?
Uh Oh!! Whats wrong with your blood work?
Holly- the dog…..she’s my girl!
I got ‘off base’ with my meds during the move……my stupidity!
I’m hoping that is what caused the one to go up……otherwise…..it’s not a good sign.
It’ll be some time…..then redo the bloodwork and if it keeps creeping up, i’ll have to go back for scans.
Whateva……
I’m heading off to bed…..i’ve had a cold this week, so trying to get to bed at a reasonable time.
Gnight….take care of yourself!!!!
G’night! TAKE YOUR T MEDS CORRECTLY!!!!
Thanks!
EB,
Feel better and get rid of that cold.
Holly…. at least I was close with Molly! LOL
Sweet Dreams!
Holy Moly ~!
Hens
I hope you didn’t think I was chastising you. You are so precious to me and I don’t like thinking you ever think of yourself as less than anything, less than normal, less than entitled to good things, less than worthy of amazing love.
I confess I am projecting a little, being in the health care field for years, with our work being life/death – it was cardiac intervention – we all felt very tight together, I would do anything for my workmates. Some workmates are gay and it seemed a common thread that they believe themselves less than normal when truth is that’s a fallacy that some A* put on them. They are sexually aligned differently but all their feelings are the same (that is same for NORMAL people, not spathy’s who lack normal emotional feelings), same desires to find that special love, same need for community, same appreciation for things that give them joy, etc.
When I read your post, I probably made the mistake of projection my empathy of that disconnect that my gay friends seem to commonly feel on to you. I apologize for that and hope that you were NOT feeling that you were thinking yourself as less than anything. B/c clearly from your posts here of LF, you are everything I’d want from a dear friend. And I have some pretty high standards.
katydid – no problem dear – your right that the X was out to take advantage and exploit me, play with my mind and laugh behind my back while doing so. But as I have said before he was the catylist that opened my eyes to such behavior and helped me understand the motives of many peeps just like him..
your gay friends are very fortunate to have a kind hearted soul as you…it’s hard to undo the damage of a life time of family and society telling me I am sick and perverted, I have felt like a second class citizen most of my life because of who I am…young gay people today are so lucky that views have changed and there is so much support for them and they dont have to live a sub culture life in fear of being shunned or worse killed – for the most part anyway..
thanks for your kind words. your one of my shining stars on LF